"Dobby has no master. Dobby is a free elf!"

Why am I not good enough?

Venting.. Sort of

I have ruined everything. Idk what to do to fix it. I feel lost. I feel alone. I feel disconnected. It scares me. Idk how I allowed this to happen. I miss my other half. I miss my friend. I miss the old times. I don’t like change. I don’t like discomfort. I miss you. Already. It’s been not even a day since I realized how badly I hurt you. Fuck.

Ouch…

I just found out my entire moms side of the family won’t be here tomorrow to watch me graduate. Nor my brother or mom. So wtf am I doing this for… I need a hug. And a drink.